December 2009
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-27) →
Deströyer 666 (136)
Death (60)
Korpiklaani (54)
Cattle Decapitation (40)
Kylesa (26)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
i'm so fucking high but apparently not high enough...
sleep deprived
worked a double today
might be getting sick
but i’m always unhealthy so it’s typical
unwanted emotions, go away
nick called me tonight to wish me a merry christmas
i didn’t pick up because i didn’t recognize the number
before listening to his voicemail i checked the area code
and confirmed he’s still stuck in denver
he sounded sleepy, muffled
quiet and sweet
it feels like everything that happened between us was just a made up story
but i miss him
emotions fucking suck
he was...
i'm starting to appreciate deströyer 666's...
sure, it doesn’t compare to “unchain the wolves,” “phoenix rising” or “cold steel”
but as shrapnel has said, they have no desire to create what they’ve already created
he’s said many fans are skeptical of the album because it isn’t as fast-paced and thrashy
but i’ve found that reading the his and kk’s thoughts on...
adjustments
my best friend has come back home this past week
her name’s corina
she’s spent the last year and a half in california
first at an art school
but then she decided she’d rather finish her degree at mass art
so in the meantime (since she’s missed the deadlines) she’s lived on the west coast still
with all her school friends and has gone to community college to at...
i just finished watching 500 days of summer and...
i’m sorry, i found her character annoying and unlikeable
cutesy to the point where she was seemed fake and airheaded
that and she lacked substance
and completely lead him on, getting a thrill out of the power-trip she had
i thought he was interesting and acted well
his stupid little sister was too “precious”
any doubts i had about the movie confirmed themselves when the...
talking to emma today
skelajew: hey, bitch
skelajew: you were drunk and mean last time i saw you
skelajew: say sorry!
faerienchanting: when was this?
skelajew: uhh like last wednesday?
skelajew: you told pumpkin and i that "at least im not insane like you guys"
faerienchanting: was this the night erik and i drank a fifth of evan williams in the commons and then i allegedly passed out for a bit in the pit?
skelajew: yeah
skelajew: i mean it's true
skelajew: you aren't
faerienchanting: i blacked out and have zero memory so please tell me what happened?
faerienchanting: what was said
skelajew: but you're usually so NICE
skelajew: well you kept trying to make out with john and called him nick like twice
skelajew: and you refused to sit down and you spit water all over john
faerienchanting: ohhhhhhh........ shit
skelajew: and you told pumpkin and i that "at least im not insane like you guys"
faerienchanting: :/
skelajew: ohhhh well
faerienchanting: oh god. i had no idea about anything with john...
Paulina Polacca: or talking to you guys for that matter
skelajew: i'm not mad, i was more sad cause i know you're going through a lot and i don't like seeing you like that
faerienchanting: what else happened/did i say?
faerienchanting: did the insanity comment come out of the blue? or was there a context?
skelajew: i'm not sure cause i had to go to class
skelajew: we were trying to get you to sit down
faerienchanting: wow i bet pumpkin hates me for that comment
skelajew: nahh
faerienchanting: not like she liked me in the first plce
skelajew: she almost hit you thoough, and so did i
faerienchanting: really?
skelajew: just cause, ya know
skelajew: well we were both looking at each other like, really?
skelajew: but hey we all make mistakes
skelajew: i'm no angel, and neither is she
faerienchanting: how did erik react to me being all over john in front of him?
faerienchanting: well thanks, i dont know what made you guys not hit me but i'm sorry and i don't know where that comment came from
skelajew: erik was being drunk so i'm not sure he even noticed
faerienchanting: i somehow ended up at his house and lost a bunch of money
faerienchanting: or spent it, i don't know
faerienchanting: story of my life
skelajew: and i didn't hit you cause even when you are a drunken cunt i still love you
faerienchanting: erik told me i passed out in the pit for a while and had blankets and stuff. is that true or did he not want to tell me what really happened?
skelajew: i have no clue cause i left
skelajew: i was only there for liiike 20 min?
faerienchanting: i should probably apologize to pumpkin
faerienchanting: man, i wish i knew the context of me saying that
skelajew: oh well, i kinda forgot about it
faerienchanting: this is exactly why i am having a drinking problem
faerienchanting: because i keep blacking out
skelajew: my grandpa died this week so i've been really busy
faerienchanting: i'm really sorry, dear
skelajew: dude, since he was an actor and shit we've had like 5 million papers to talk to
skelajew: no joke, google arnold stang
faerienchanting: top cat, i remember you've told me that
skelajew: so far, i've been the one that had to call the ny times, the boston globe, the la times and for some unknown reason the london times- and he was on national public radio!
faerienchanting: holy shit!
faerienchanting: wow and he has his own wikipedia page! crazy.
skelajew: yeah, i know he was mad famous! i didn't even realize either
skelajew: he was on ed sullivan and in a movie with frank sinatra
skelajew: man with a golden arm
skelajew: AND a movie with the governator
faerienchanting: shit!
skelajew: i knew he was a member of the acadamy awards though cause we get movies from them and shit and they called too cause they want to remember him at this year's awards
skelajew: i dunno, he wasn't like really showy about it
skelajew: and! i'm supposed to inherit money at some point
skelajew: and i'm going to open a fucking bomb drop-in center
skelajew: for real man, or like redo youth on fire
faerienchanting: oh whoa! that all sounds awesome
faerienchanting: yeah, yof has some flaws
skelajew: thats really what i'd want to do with it
faerienchanting: mhmm that would be sick
faerienchanting: i can't believe i called john nick too :/
faerienchanting: i hope he doesn't like hate me for making an ass out of myself
skelajew: and send you to the prettiest detox ever
skelajew: juuust kidding
faerienchanting: haha i know :p
skelajew: well have you been around since then?
skelajew: i bet nobody cares dude, honestly
faerienchanting: i haven't seen anyone
faerienchanting: it's always awkward when people know things you have no idea about and they don't know that you don't know
skelajew: well, come hang out with me after xmas
faerienchanting: i'd love to
skelajew: good, what did you ask santa for? lmao
faerienchanting: i'm not really getting anything this year
it makes me nervous
to think about how many times the pictures of church burnings and other black metal or just metal pictures get reblogged
because i wonder how many people reblog them because they look cool
when they have no idea what they’re really about
favorite death album?
for the longest time i thought mine was “the sound of perseverance”
but i’ve been on a major “leprosy” kick lately and think that one might actually be my answer
i keep being too high to post anything substantial